Dairy Of A Broken Heart

I hate snooker.. =.=bloody fk 4 games lose 40.. u can't ask a pool player to g0 play snooker right? promise my self won't play snooker ady. =X I hate smoking as well. A day half pack makes my breathe smell bad. But Jz for social lar. haha. I hate roti canai in the middle of the nite also. makes me gain back my freaking weight cz everynite i also mamak and Teh O Ais~ diu... I hate driving alone to coll. boring and sleepy. only way to keep myself entertaint is loud music and 160km/h + lil bit potong potong. I hate being lonely. it makes me think stuff that i duwan to think and heart wil jz bleed. hmm. I hate being a faker. what's the point being some1 that isn't u and fking lying to yourself? Jz be truth to yourself and life wil go on easier~ I hate ppl that lie. I hate myself for that also. so i g0t no comment. =X I hate ppl telling me in the ears what she and him is doing or at where or whatever bullshit fk up stories. .l. I hate You, for being a liar which lies more th...

Let's See what junk hav i did today? urm~ wake up, bath, breakfast, work, upload photos, den slp.. den since is holiday.. shop lot ppl.. den work until very busy as my lil bro and sis is enjoying themself in langkawi by now.. after that, went for ninja assasin in jj with josephs and fin.. Is a kick ass movie! haha. damn chun! and after movie was like 2.15am. fetch fin and her bro back. lepak a while at her hse. cz both joseph is talking bout car and im busy playing with johnson! is fin's golden retriever.. damn cute! haha.. den went mamak and do some guy talk, heart talk. and guess who i saw? =.= yuri tay~ small world, small msia, small town.. there's so many ppl i wish i can meet and say hi on the street, but there only one that i dun wish to see her and him no matter where i go. I read, i heard, i feel and it hurt me bad enuf, but if i see it with my own eye. it will be killing for me. hmm.. p/s thks to a glass of green scotch on rock. im going to bed now.everything seems...

Love, can sometimes really be a joke to fool with. just a word, a paper, and some tears. make u hold on back to everything. thinking that there's some hope. mess around with ur feeling, and doing stupid things, hopeless thing that u keen on doing it eventhough is foolish.... every word she says u trust, u believe in 101%, but when u turn ur back for a moment, she stab u in ur back straight through the heart. heh. Is painful, but pain isn't anything new to me. is something that i've been holding onto for the pass 4months. i dunno when it wil end, or will it end? the scar, the ink, the love is already carve deep under me. sometimes it might be a sweeetdream and sometimes it might be a nightmare. but whatever it is.. i dun wish to wake up as long as u are in the dream. the Pain that i felt is something to prove that u're stil here, stil exist within me. and it wil never go away i can tel.. hmm.. y? so many things i dun und.. but the ans u gives me, it doubted me. and thing...

Lil bit of sweetness jz like you Jz another boring day in coll.. skipped all class.. and watching gundam at room. =D imagine how slack i can get. but who cares, is jz the revision week after all. Yukiko ar yukiko~ y things can get so ngam wan in dis world? wanted bring her go goldcoast makan, but when i msg her, she's der d. wtf! =.- forget bout that, jz hv to bring her der next sem lor. im waiting for u to come back, hungry dao~~~ T.T sob.. ended up eating maggie. jz have to wait til she free only go find her lor. While waiting, i was trying to resize photos taken in melaka. damn.. cb making me frustrated only. hav to choose, open, resize, save, den upload! i couldnt find a software that can make the opening and resize fast! argh!!!!!! im so frustrated bout it! any pro can help? =( Yet again, i was thinkin bout what she say to me yest. eventhough is jz a lil of her heart, but enough for me to keep living nicely. i hope u remember what u promise, i will do what i promise as well. 2...

Jz came back from my one day tour in melaka. =D is been more than 10 yrs since i've been there already. and thanks my mummy is understanding enough to gimme extra pocket money for the trip. as im so broke n0w.. =) Let's get on with the story.. kel, so cal msia time which is suppose to be 8 but turn out to be 8.45, and v drove they with our own car. As he is gonna overnite and im gonna go back to study tmr. T.T WE GOT NO GUIDE! And der u go, 冤枉路.. a lot of 冤枉路. But we stil manage to reach where we wanted to go. =) thks to me. LOL. >. 1stly, reach at 11+, den go jonker streeet, search 30min for parking. N went for Chicken Rice Ball! >. Evening time~ lets see. .Went to the portugese fort for a visit, and after that dunn0 wer the heck to go eat, so we went back to jonker to try the other stall of chicken rice. haha.. buy some 小食while walking also. so damn fking full.. And SATAY CELUP!!! been finding for whole day. and now that im fucking full.. U APPEAR!! summo 2 stall!! ish...

Okay, im here blogging.. 2.27a.m. while awaiting my death to arise. is exam of 3 paper in about 6 more hours.. and i nvr really touch any book yet.. die anot? And i wed whole day class, i skipped whole day, and i slept whole day.. until 8pm.. Geng ler? and i felt down jz n0w, hurt my leg so badly. =( but i wont change my slipper!! never ever!!!! >. *photo are cont on the previous post*

2 weeks b4~ 2 weeks later~ (-@@-) Happy birthday Yuki! =) *p/s Pls don't kill me for uploading ugly photos of u. =P Shirley~ No thks, I'm full.. =p P/s I hate fighting with u.. and u nvr gimme a chance to prove that i've changed.. 爱露又..