Dairy Of A Broken Heart

rumours, true or false, right or wrong, exist or not. well, simple minded guy like me just got one simple solution with all these shits, i think i feel and i believe what i see. and no rumours gonna affect my thoughts toward u. just heard boss talk about his bali trip and all. heh, thought of bringing u together as well. maybe june? :) see how it goes. really feel comfortable when u're around with me. miss u. and goodnight.

argh,! already planned to buy for u since long d, but why u keep mentioning to me sponsor half? @@ later when i buy give u, the surprise feeling also ruin lo. =__= man, things me will do for some1 i really like. eventhough my chance of being with u for the rest of the life is slim for now, but i will try wtvr it takes to make the chance to a confirmation. #nevergiveup!

Just when i finally fallen to some1 else. but it seems like she might not be the right one after-all. couldn't cope up with her too active social lifestyle and her popularity :( make me feel kinda uneasy(maybe jealousy?) sigh.. 4 days never see her d., talk also talk very less cause she's busy.. i just don't know should i continue making myself suffer n wait till she realize me someday, or i should just let go? Missing u badly. T_T making me restlessly checking my phone all the time and couldn't fall asleep cause u just keep running thru my mind. i miss you. Btw, just done my cny shopping last minute. Pokai d, 1 polo 1 shirt 1 shorts cost me 1k+ :( so hard to shop without elseone who used to shop with me every year. spent the 1st year doing it with cerd, 2nd year with fin and this year with joseph. :( still i prefer that somebody else that help me choose cloth n give me opinion about my bad sense of fashion all the time. hehe.

Been seeing u lesser recently. :( 1 week 3 times? urgh.. cause u're busy and im busy. ~_~ seriously no see u 5 hours already started to miss u. but thinking that this shit aint headin' to any direction, that kills. Hoping that cny we'll head out somewhere nice to play and got time to be with u all day till night ^^ P/S IMY

did what i suppose to did a while ago. i taken out the 1st step and i aint backing down. gonna go to the max on year 2012.

Officially admit to myself that i'd already fallen for u. wishing one day u'll be mine. :) so i can wipe those sad tears away from u once and for all.

you know, it isnt really easy to be your good friend you know? since when is the time where i treated some1 so nicely. since when i started to smile everytime i see ur texts and all my frens is like screwing me, 'wtf jeremy is smiling when he's looking at the phone. confirm is cheryl' since when, i started to laugh and smile on every stupid lil thing u do even its not funny. since when i had a crush or should i say i fall for some1 so deep? hmm.. i got no idea... maybe is just a feeling ? or is it for real this time? i really wanna find out, and i really hope that u would be the one. but. after knowing u for sometimes.. i feel that im incompatible with all ur previous bf.. i not as handsome as them, rich as them, caring as them, knowing ur every single details part of ur life as them... but u know what? if u're the one. then i will fight, fight for everything i got in my life for u. seriously, i tripped into your life and i'm fallen for you. i would wanna tell this ...