Dairy Of A Broken Heart

Today, she asked me. What will change in her life if she got a bf now. Well, I answer her these few. 1st . U will lose some of your freedom but gain more love in exchange 2nd. U won't be going out drinking like is no tmr unless ur bf is same or worst drinker than u 3rd. U will have more emo days and happy days. Cause of arguement , fights, jealousy and how the ways he tam u back 4th. U'll get fatter no doubt 😁 5th. Lesser pig dog friends and flies around u 6th. U'll get engage and marry soon if ngam key. 7th. U'll break a lot of guys heart un intentionally And lastly, I won't be bugging u and finding u often edi. Though, what i really want it to be and tell her is 1st. I'll give u all the love in this world as long as your heart loses it freedom and stay with mine. 2nd. Definitily will be drinking together until we grow old. XD 3rd. The same as above but I'll be the one that think of every single trick to tam u until u'll forgive me. ;) 4th. I'll co...

Eventhough i know you're not that type of girl that will be sticking around talking about forever. but i just couldn't give myself a reason to give up. :( feels as if its the game i used to play, but right now, instead of me playing it, u had me playing in your's. sighh,... what to do what to do. jealousy kill me T_T couldn't stand it. isn't it that hard just to find someone to love and be loved?

rumours, true or false, right or wrong, exist or not. well, simple minded guy like me just got one simple solution with all these shits, i think i feel and i believe what i see. and no rumours gonna affect my thoughts toward u. just heard boss talk about his bali trip and all. heh, thought of bringing u together as well. maybe june? :) see how it goes. really feel comfortable when u're around with me. miss u. and goodnight.

argh,! already planned to buy for u since long d, but why u keep mentioning to me sponsor half? @@ later when i buy give u, the surprise feeling also ruin lo. =__= man, things me will do for some1 i really like. eventhough my chance of being with u for the rest of the life is slim for now, but i will try wtvr it takes to make the chance to a confirmation. #nevergiveup!

Just when i finally fallen to some1 else. but it seems like she might not be the right one after-all. couldn't cope up with her too active social lifestyle and her popularity :( make me feel kinda uneasy(maybe jealousy?) sigh.. 4 days never see her d., talk also talk very less cause she's busy.. i just don't know should i continue making myself suffer n wait till she realize me someday, or i should just let go? Missing u badly. T_T making me restlessly checking my phone all the time and couldn't fall asleep cause u just keep running thru my mind. i miss you. Btw, just done my cny shopping last minute. Pokai d, 1 polo 1 shirt 1 shorts cost me 1k+ :( so hard to shop without elseone who used to shop with me every year. spent the 1st year doing it with cerd, 2nd year with fin and this year with joseph. :( still i prefer that somebody else that help me choose cloth n give me opinion about my bad sense of fashion all the time. hehe.

Been seeing u lesser recently. :( 1 week 3 times? urgh.. cause u're busy and im busy. ~_~ seriously no see u 5 hours already started to miss u. but thinking that this shit aint headin' to any direction, that kills. Hoping that cny we'll head out somewhere nice to play and got time to be with u all day till night ^^ P/S IMY

did what i suppose to did a while ago. i taken out the 1st step and i aint backing down. gonna go to the max on year 2012.