Stucking around by your side whenever you need me. Disappear from your sight whenever i'm not needed. not being some1 special eventhough i tried hard. but it's okay. :) love is not something you give out and expect to receive something else back. i well known myself is not prepare for you. i'd got no aim in life, i'm currently jobless, well. not rich, and spirit all broken down like a piece of shit at home only. failed my exams, which suppose to be my last light to life. hmm... feel i couldn't acoomplished anything in life. i feel so useless. :'( and i couldn't do a shit to help it.
Eventhough i know you're not that type of girl that will be sticking around talking about forever. but i just couldn't give myself a reason to give up. :( feels as if its the game i used to play, but right now, instead of me playing it, u had me playing in your's. sighh,... what to do what to do. jealousy kill me T_T couldn't stand it. isn't it that hard just to find someone to love and be loved?
Is been quite a day~ and guess what, she dont need 7 day, she jz save the 6 day of her and my life and jz used 1 day. lol. spending my whole noon at hse, nite? cw promised me a movie, so we went for jennifer's body~ it was okay lar the movie.. and megan foxx is fuih~~~ hot.... haha.. after that kel, wh and wh was waiting for me in jeth but i nvr go find dem cause cw say wanna drink tea.. so we went for yam cha... and that's the time i get to kn0w the decision that will forever change my life.. As i always say.. thing would't.. nO.. should say.. things will nvr go the way u planned.. after that went for pool til 3am.. and here i'm blogging.. with tears.. and everything erased from me.. except from my inner heart.. hope she'll do fine from now on.. =) is a new path for me from now.. HELLO WORLD!
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