A pathway to choose

currently.. im in dilemma whether wanna leave aviation anot. sigh. couldnt see the future in it.. and there a job for me in singapore. and i dun know wanna take it up anot. some1 teach me what to do..!!!!!! theres so many stress making me collapsing and sickness strike summo! fml..

I dint know why im so keen on working also now.. maybe there's peer pressure im facing and im not good enough to handle it myself. sigh.. planned to study one.. but theres no time for me to do so. as i set my goal d, 5k per month on the age of 25 and 10k per month by the age of 30.. im going use $ as a motivator instead of job statisfaction.. anyway, im stil young.. just hope i pass all my 13 module easa so they can last forever.. if not, the current 9 paper would last me another 2 years before all of them expired. :( FML! i need somebody to go through all these shit with me.

heartaches and regrets.

been a while since i ever see that face of urs, or even heard anything from u. haiz, really misses u alot. Do u rmbr? the song, miss u like crazy from natalie cole and superwoman? 5 years back... it was the 1st song and 2nd song u ever recommended me to hear. and the lyrics.. really bring back alot of images from the past. :'(

i misses the time when i open my eye in the morning, :) and sees the sweetest thing that make me dun wanna get up from the bed. IMY, lbb.