1 year

is been a year exact, where 2 soul were apart.. but one thing will remain forever.

my love for u..

A picture speaks a thousand words.

i've gone haywire. =S

Been dreaming, dreaming, dreaming and dreaming about YOU!!

ARGH.. no matter night, or afternoon nap or even sleeping in class also i dreamt about u, wtf is dis man. Is my brain gone haywire? or what? its suffering. when only will all this get over me? hmm....

Anyway, saw u again today and u look fanstasic and dazzling with ur new hair make over, =) its like adrenaline rush over me and heart pump very fast whenever i saw u. i duno why i still got those feeling now.

got my blood donated again today. Ouch.. =/

oh dear..

i wonder why cant be separate through understanding instead of separating through arguement and hatred and betrayal with lies... i wonder why..

i just realise the time me and you live together was just 6 months, but in nilai or in pj, it seems to have the sweetest memorable memories for me.. that will carve into my brain for the rest of my life. is been a year now. =) it passes in a blink of an eye. yet it all seems like yesterday for me.

know u been reading this blog all the while. take care and live happily than ever.

where hv u both been?

i miss my towel and desmond so much that i would trade anything in this world for them. ="(

Bye.

Just when i really want to let go, the memories kept making me reminisces how me and you used to be:

moment when i drive fast when i got my license, u yell me to look how fast i was driving, but was actually going 120km/h only. hah. and my 1st time driving to sunway, which we took 2 hours just to get there. busy and argueing which road to take, and gone through the kesas toll over and over 3 times.

when one time, we slept together in aaron room cause the whole house electricity when off. and we went from freaking warm to bloody cold and cudling each other in the blanket with hong and his gf and cheng with jenn. >.<

still the time in fruity where how we always each by sharing, and how i use to buy tissue for ur running nose in tuition, how we roll into a human ball by hugging tight each other when we go for movie. hmm...

Human - always realise and regret after lost the thing they love the most in life.

anyway, i told u i will let go, and i start by deleting of urs d. u won't hear anything from me anymore.

Love LBB in the darkest deepest bottom of my heart.

FML

argh!!!!!! really FML, fucking hectic week.

1st. went world cup final at bangsar village street party with my dear sis louisa and meet up with my babe yuki over there( cause she's working) . pack like fuck. and we hang there and ended up in a pub for the game. reach coll arnd 6.30am and misses both my 9 and 3pm class. *prepare for warning or barred letter*

2nd. monday, slept till 3smthg after yest game. and went for lunch at 4 and pool afterward and joseph pickin me up in nilai after fetching fin, which happen to be one of my dear fren as well. went back klang and up we go genting. reach there around 10. and been in casino for hourssssss and chao at 5am. 6 hours in casino? == gimme a break. won hundreds though. xD and here i am now, reached at 6.30 and class on 8. so i got time to blog a lil about my fuck up life.

3rd? whats next? going for dinner at goldcoast tmr and den allnight study cause i will be having 3 freaking paper on the wed. another sleepless night i guess?

4th. after exam, thurs night will hit the club perhaps?

5th. work work work, will be working on the fri, sat and sun from 9am to 10.30pm. lifeless. but i will skip sunday for primary reunion i guess?

that will be how my week look like. all properly planned and fucked. if u guys realise, i barely got time to sleep EVERYNIGHT. T.T