merdeka eve.

alright, time to update my blog d.. some1 screw me ask me update more often, but another some1 ask me dun update about a particular some1, but accept for that particular some1 i dunno who i can mention lor. =/

yest was merdeka eve, every1 ask me go club.. woo.. i know only know that there's stil popularities in me. =D but i choose not to go, and end up in nilai also. boring and directionless till me and friends have to take a paper and write down few places and take, see which place to go.. LOL. lame right.

some1 out there pls take care..

P/s i hate racism. == 1MALAYSIA PLS.

loneliness.

i miss the feeling of sleeping with the one you love.

waking up beside her, seeing her face and lips 1st thing in the morning,

is just the sweetest thing ever happen in my life.

now, im sleeping alone, driving alone, eating alone, study alone,

even sometimes drink alone and movie alone.

guess i prefer to have non in my life if i dun have you.

dun judge from what u see from the outside,

you'll never know whats inside of me.

wish u were back in my life.

times up.

exactly 17 days before she leave coll and i wont got to see her ever again. and for me? i'm finally gonna leave college after 18th. =) leaving this fark up place which once is my happiest place and saddest at the same time. nothing much i can do d. she walked too far from me, and i've been hanging for too long. I ask myself a lot of times, what makes me wait for her for so long.

1. My love for her is too deep? isit so? if so why i've make mistakes at the first place.

2. She left me hanging there with all those questions without answer. Left me hanging, to or not to wait, give me doubts without she noticing, or is she trying to prove something?

but now is been too long d. and i really felt tired.

COME ON JEREMY! =D is time to lose those weight, and is time for u to get back on track! (and i stil have grudge on you, feeding me til soooo fat) ;(

Life

A student asks a teacher, “What is love?” The teacher said, “In order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.” The student went to the field, went through first row, saw one big padi, but he wonders… maybe there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one… but maybe there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he starts to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, and he knows he has missed the biggest one, and regrets. So, he ended up going back to the teacher with an empty hand. The teacher told him, “…this is love… you keep looking for a better one, but when it’s too late, you realise you have already missed the person….”

“What is marriage then?” the student asked. The teacher said, “in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick. “The student went to the corn field, and this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake; when he reaches the middle of the field, he picks one medium corn that he feels satisfied with, and goes back to the teacher. The teacher told him, “this time when you were looking for a corn…. you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get…. and this is marriage.”

inception

is my 100th post d.. and i believe 95% of em mention about u.. watched inception just now, and i wish i can make u as subject or projection in every of my dream and get lost in dream. so can be with u forever inside as time pass slower in dream than reality.. silly thing for me to think of though. anyway, happy ex-anni.. supposingly is gonna be our 4th year 1st month of love..

aww!! saw u with ck white shirt today.. u look great. ;) and i thought u bu sheh de wear wan? but ya lar, ur bf rich, can get u how many thousand pieces.. is so true that i felt all girls in dis world are just so fucking materialistic, dun u feel so urself?