Dairy Of A Broken Heart

Its 12.00am 30/09/11. All i want to do to give u a call and say happy birthday, but i dun have the gut to do so, as knowing that u won't pick up the call it only will make my heartache.. So, .. Silently... i wanna wish u a happy beloved birthday, all the best in ur life. *heart and hugs, :) Ur 16th http://i1119.photobucket.com/albums/k639/Jere0407/DSC02515.jpg And your 18th http://i1119.photobucket.com/albums/k639/Jere0407/DSC00794.jpg

Had the sweetest dream yesterday. :) a dream that i don't wanna wake up from. i dreamt about us. just me and you and how u cheerish every second of my life. But however it still just a dream, there's a second there were i opened my eye and thought everything is real, until i realize the next second, u weren't here anymore. felt some bitterness inside my heart and hope that i would live my dream once again. hmm.. IMY.

"We ignore one another& try to pretend the other doesn't exist, But Deep Down, We both know it wasn't supposed to end this like this. " I know my mind had move on, but my heart doesn't think that way. I miss u still.