Dairy Of A Broken Heart

did what i suppose to did a while ago. i taken out the 1st step and i aint backing down. gonna go to the max on year 2012.

Officially admit to myself that i'd already fallen for u. wishing one day u'll be mine. :) so i can wipe those sad tears away from u once and for all.

you know, it isnt really easy to be your good friend you know? since when is the time where i treated some1 so nicely. since when i started to smile everytime i see ur texts and all my frens is like screwing me, 'wtf jeremy is smiling when he's looking at the phone. confirm is cheryl' since when, i started to laugh and smile on every stupid lil thing u do even its not funny. since when i had a crush or should i say i fall for some1 so deep? hmm.. i got no idea... maybe is just a feeling ? or is it for real this time? i really wanna find out, and i really hope that u would be the one. but. after knowing u for sometimes.. i feel that im incompatible with all ur previous bf.. i not as handsome as them, rich as them, caring as them, knowing ur every single details part of ur life as them... but u know what? if u're the one. then i will fight, fight for everything i got in my life for u. seriously, i tripped into your life and i'm fallen for you. i would wanna tell this ...

Know that you're playful, so am i. If u wanna play with me, i dun mind playing the game with you. But just... Don't mess with my heart.. Its fragile.

woo.. is been 2 months since i last update the blog, eventhough knowing no1 else will be reading it . ahha. anyway, last min planned trip to singapore! suggested on sunday, decided by thurs and trip on fri midnight. planned to depart 5am, but usual lah malaysia timing, depart only by 6. dint really get any sleep at all cause poker night till 1am and cheryl crashing by my place we talk talk talk talk till 430a.m. == dint really go visit any singapore places, just gone there to shop n to chill.. :) reached by 1.30pm den lunch at orchard, with beer.. fk.. 9dollar for a erdinger in some nice bistro. if im earning and spending 1:1 damn hell is good to be a singaporean. but system sometimes quite fk up. hahahah.. sibeh stress, cnt litter cnt spit and everywhere no smoking. anyway, after lunch den we went bugis for some shopping n ate some freaky exp and shit steamboat chicken rice. den only check in hotel. grand copthorn waterfront 5 star! take a quick bath and dressed up n off for some nigh...