Thursday, April 12, 2012

how it feels like when we had our wings

Others say, you're too wild, too easy going, everyguy come also ngam. come on. give it a break, u're just 20 going on 21 right ? :) i know how it feels when you started to fly. All you want is to go high and higher and higher.. want to go all out. party, rebellious, drink until you can't remember how u get back, just drink yourself away for the night, 1st round 2nd roucd, 3rd round.

i believe every1 that come out to 'meet the society' also got that moment before trying to settle down. Ya, even a bird also settle down, after they lay their eggs right? then busy finding worms for their chicks and throwing them off tree branches to teach them how to fly. Everything happen for a reason. Just to let you know, you're the reason why i slow down since the past year. but seems like you're just about to pick up to higher altitude that moment. we're both going on different side of the slope, one rise another drop. taking us both to different spot in the end. slowly setting apart, we talked lesser, hang lesser, laugh like hell lesser, maybe you've met another few rising slope along the graph as well? but is okay. :)

who knows, you might be a sinusoidal wave. started off at 0 slowly rise till peak and drop back to 0, then toward the negative peak again and back to 0. don't worry. i'm at the negative peak now and hopefully soon will rise back to 0. and making sure i'm there to catch u when u go down to negative, and help u to get back to 0. thats apart of life arent it?

Goodnight. :'( i really miss you.

how it feels like when we had our wings

Others say, you're too wild, too easy going, everyguy come also ngam. come on. give it a break, u're just 20 going on 21 right ? :) i know how it feels when you started to fly. All you want is to go high and higher and higher.. want to go all out. party, rebellious, drink until you can't remember how u get back, just drink yourself away for the night, 1st round 2nd roucd, 3rd round.

i believe every1 that come out to 'meet the society' also got that moment before trying to settle down. Ya, even a bird also settle down, after they lay their eggs right? then busy finding worms for their chicks and throwing them off tree branches to teach them how to fly. Everything happen for a reason. Just to let you know, you're the reason why i slow down since the past year. but seems like you're just about to pick up to higher altitude that moment. we're both going on different side of the slope, one rise another drop. taking us both to different spot in the end. slowly setting apart, we talked lesser, hang lesser, laugh like hell lesser, maybe you've met another few rising slope along the graph as well? but is okay. :)

who knows, you might be a sinusoidal wave. started off at 0 slowly rise till peak and drop back to 0, then toward the negative peak again and back to 0. don't worry. i'm at the negative peak now and hopefully soon will rise back to 0. and making sure i'm there to catch u when u go down to negative, and help u to get back to 0. thats apart of life arent it?

Goodnight. :'( i really miss you.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

#1

Missing u everynight and making myself wondering whose is the lucky guy that running through your mind instead of me, heh. seriously, its killing me softly bit by bit. Though, i still hope u can see what i did for u, and what i ask for is for u to be happy. Guess that how stupid i am huh? :) Definition of love for me? as long as she is happy. that's all that matter. if i couldnt be the one that provide u such thing, i will sincerely wish u found it on some1 that worth your loving. :') seriously nothing can put a fucking big smile on my face just by looking at you.