In your mind
Had a very very bad nightmare yest morning when i was sleeping in the car after a bit of arguement with you. hmm... didn't expect those words will hurt me that badly till a tear shed. sigh. still a torn in my heart. sometimes, i really really don't know what the fuck im doing. seeing things i shoudn't be seeing, knowing things i shouldn't be knowing, hurting myself without a valid reason.. loving some1 who doesn't seems to gaf. You didn't know how much u meant to me, when i say i love you. i wasn't flirting and i ain't lying. is a very strong term to use. and i'm not afrad of telling it to the whole world. but you're screwing me for things i said from my sincere heart and acting as if it doesn't matter. then acting as if im alright. sometimes hot, sometimes cold. i really don't know what you're thinking. having a crush on some1 that didnt give a fuck about you, and neglected that some1 who will give up the world for u. seriously? act...