To my beloved ah gong.

Is a sudden for every1 of us that u just gone like that, but i believe u're somewhere up there watching us everytime. :')

A lil bit something about us and my grandfather.

well, as i remember. i'd never really like him when i was small, cause there's a reason why every1 call him 'tiger' as nickname. haha. cause he's fierce thats y. everytime like to scold us. dont let us watch cartoon. cause he wanna watch football which i think is stupid cause seeing 22 people in the field kicking the ball up and down for 2 hours. ==" and always heard story from my parent and aunts and uncle that he used to beat them up when they are small. lol. nvr been nice to my grandmother too. everytime ignore her if not den scold her. even till now they still like to argue. but i guess thats the way they like to communicate. but lately these years. his anger goes off dy. started to JOKE, which i nvr remember seeing him do that when im small. and he always caring for us. like to ask my parent, where eng thien(me) went, where alicia went, where ernest go, why nelson havent come back. and always like to go buy A LOT A LOT of durians and fruits when he gone for his bird catching stuff.

Everyone in the family started to get along very well these years. he love my newborn cousins, always carry them, play with them. even when my aunt dun let her daughter that like to eats a lot eat. grandpa will always tell my aunt. "let her eat lar" , and recently always cook those 'idk what disguisting' stuff. and ask us drink that instead of tea or water. what to do. *close nose and gulp it down. he might not good at showing some love, but i know inside him. he loves every1 of us. trying to protect and care every of his family member everytime.

He even love my fifi. hah. everytime rain. my fifi will bark cause she's scare. den he will go inside my room and carry her out to the living room. put beside him and tell her to sleep while petting her. now whose gonna take care of her during rain when u're gone?! :'( fifi wears the white band too, to memorable and mourn for u.

Hmm.. U been taking medicine very frequent, eating those herb, etc. every1 thought u're coming back at night for dinner when u gone to hospital u know? why u no come back. why ur son and daughter come back from ireland and australia u dun wanna see them? why u dint buy laptop for alicia while u promise her to do so when she get 10A for her spm? why u dint wait for my marriage? why u have to go when u still got tons of things havent do? :'(

Ah gong, i never got a chance to tell u this. but i love you. and im sorry that i couldnt carry up my responsibilty as grandson to care for u. please rest in peace in heaven. i'll always remember u.