Dairy Of A Broken Heart

I'm Lost in this world without u redirecting me , advicing me, nagging me. what should or what shouldn't i do. which path to take, which occupation to choose, what to study for further education? or maybe those tiny thingy like what movie to watch? which place should we go ? where to eat? or maybe beer night or liquor night? =) i seriously hate making decision for myself, but i guess i got to learn to like it from now on. or at least till i found some1 which can make those decision for me. hmm.. P/s going to bed very emotionally. i wish i had a stronger heart.

money ar money, why u so hard to earn... gamble ar gamble, why u always wan me to lose money.. sigh... not a good year lor. no gamble luck as always as my lucky star arent around me for 2 years dy, nvr win since then. == buy big open small, buy small open big, buy banker open player, buy player.. open banker. seriously fml, i swear i will quit those gambling dy... and liquor and beer. why u both so addictive? my money always flow towards u all? hopefully i can live a newer leaf after this cny. and pray my australia interview success, then i will say bye bye to malaysia. =) p/s i think about u today. sweet. x)