lost

I'm Lost in this world without u redirecting me , advicing me, nagging me. what should or what shouldn't i do.

which path to take, which occupation to choose, what to study for further education?

or maybe those tiny thingy like what movie to watch? which place should we go ? where to eat? or maybe beer night or liquor night? =)

i seriously hate making decision for myself, but i guess i got to learn to like it from now on. or at least till i found some1 which can make those decision for me. hmm..


P/s going to bed very emotionally. i wish i had a stronger heart.

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