surprise feeling ruin!!

argh,! already planned to buy for u since long d, but why u keep mentioning to me sponsor half? @@ later when i buy give u, the surprise feeling also ruin lo. =__=

man, things me will do for some1 i really like. eventhough my chance of being with u for the rest of the life is slim for now, but i will try wtvr it takes to make the chance to a confirmation. #nevergiveup!

hold on? let go?

Just when i finally fallen to some1 else. but it seems like she might not be the right one after-all. couldn't cope up with her too active social lifestyle and her popularity :( make me feel kinda uneasy(maybe jealousy?) sigh.. 4 days never see her d., talk also talk very less cause she's busy..

i just don't know should i continue making myself suffer n wait till she realize me someday, or i should just let go?

Missing u badly. T_T making me restlessly checking my phone all the time and couldn't fall asleep cause u just keep running thru my mind. i miss you.


Btw, just done my cny shopping last minute. Pokai d, 1 polo 1 shirt 1 shorts cost me 1k+ :( so hard to shop without elseone who used to shop with me every year. spent the 1st year doing it with cerd, 2nd year with fin and this year with joseph. :( still i prefer that somebody else that help me choose cloth n give me opinion about my bad sense of fashion all the time. hehe.

random :)

Been seeing u lesser recently. :( 1 week 3 times? urgh.. cause u're busy and im busy. ~_~ seriously no see u 5 hours already started to miss u. but thinking that this shit aint headin' to any direction, that kills.

Hoping that cny we'll head out somewhere nice to play and got time to be with u all day till night ^^

P/S IMY