hold on? let go?

Just when i finally fallen to some1 else. but it seems like she might not be the right one after-all. couldn't cope up with her too active social lifestyle and her popularity :( make me feel kinda uneasy(maybe jealousy?) sigh.. 4 days never see her d., talk also talk very less cause she's busy..

i just don't know should i continue making myself suffer n wait till she realize me someday, or i should just let go?

Missing u badly. T_T making me restlessly checking my phone all the time and couldn't fall asleep cause u just keep running thru my mind. i miss you.


Btw, just done my cny shopping last minute. Pokai d, 1 polo 1 shirt 1 shorts cost me 1k+ :( so hard to shop without elseone who used to shop with me every year. spent the 1st year doing it with cerd, 2nd year with fin and this year with joseph. :( still i prefer that somebody else that help me choose cloth n give me opinion about my bad sense of fashion all the time. hehe.

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