2nd Last Post of the Blog.

The broken heart start to beat again on Oct 15th, The day when it all start, how i get drunk cause is my Happy Fucking birthday, and how you get drunk cause is your heartbroken day. till the moments, where we start hanging out, drinking, chilling, traveling around, having some sleepover from time to time. It make me feel comfortable, and then i realize that i was in love all over again. Though, knowing that you're not that kind of girl that will stick around by myside, yet i still been trying hard and not giving up until i manage to get your heart. And it was a long run.. and it kills me day by day knowing that you're not home, outside drinking with some else random guy. Jealousy does kill when you care so much about that person. Really make me feel like giving up, slowly you're straying away. and so do i. I don't know whats real or whats fake anymore. So, i decided to stop this foolishness of me. No point strangling myself knowing that I ain't the one that gonna make you smile everyday, having those flirt talk and make you give a damn. 10 months gone by, and this shows that We're just another passer-by in each other life. :'( P/S I really do love you all these while. But letting you go is best for the both of us.