wonder..

累了，也累了。

想了，也象了

爱了，敢爱了。

忘了，忘不了了。

等了，也等不了了。

烦了，也烦不了了。

没了，什么也没了。

i always wonder and wonder..

'how are you?'

'are u still as manja as ever o?'

'still duwan grow up ar?'

is he treating u well?'

'still got bite ppl de habit mar? bet he is not as nice to bite as me. heh'

'pls dun get drunk like u promised me b4.. u look fugly.. =P'

'and pls! dun put heavy make up, u look ugly in it. u are beautiful as the way u are'

'sure still like to simply spend money lo?'

'still cant finish ur meal?'

'got gain weight d not o?'

'how's ur study going? tired??'

'pls dun keep maggie, unhealthy. if u wan outside food.. u can call ur kawan teman u keluar eat'

'bet u dun cry in ur pillow anymore hor? =) thats good'

'how's elmer and theo doing? sorry to tell, desmond is no longer with me. i miss him. =( '

'world cup coming d, dun let ur bf bet ar. u experienced b4 with a bad bf d right? =P '

... ... ...

'do u still reminisce about us? well.. i still do sometimes. '

'will u still miss me for 1 min every night 12am? '

'have u really move on d?.... ' ....

no matter what, i wish all the happiness to you, even if its mean life without jeremy lim eng thien, this fella's existence.