dinner

had my dinner today.. with her.. so called 'dinner' which last 2 min after i reach there. hah. seriously? i'm wondering, am i so fugly that till i can scare her away? am i fucking annoying? am i bloody thick skinned face? am i being wrong, trying to create chance for us? am i being fucking wrong to love this girl?! seriously. i wonder. so much for ex-anniversary today which turn out like i expected it would turn out. i got nothing to say. for me, is fucking hurt when ur ex do till so fucking obvious to do everything to avoid u. can't we just be fren? cant we just had a simple peaceful dinner? at least that's what i ask'd for.