what happen?

everything has to done by chinese new year and valentine already been done... shopping done, clean house done, secret valentine project which is not so secret anymore, done.. and sending it to her without letting her see my face cz i know she'll break down, done... really don't und why sometimes human being have to do things which is not their heart wanted to do. be with some1 that she doesn't wishes to be, telling and lying her self all the time that she'll let me go and forget me while she know she can't do tat.. hmm... is life, u jz wanna quit cause of those past things? what happen to being together no matter what? what happen to love you forever and will forgive everything you've done? what happen to love instead of faking some1 else to be the one u wanted or uses him back instead? what happened to us when u let our love go? though i will be here, standing, waiting, loving, forever as my heart belongs to one and only one bad-ass ex gf of mine. =) i fking miss you. Just misses those sob voice where i used to heard em' sorry for making ur tears drop. again.